So. I... guess I'm... yeah, I know, I'm not really replying to much of anything on here at the moment. And I'm sorry about that.
I will try harder, promise. But lately I've been terribly, terribly distracted by ...well, a number of things, really. There's so much stuff I should be doing. There's so many things I want to do. I'm sorry. It's not really any kind of excuse.


Just. Umm. I'm... getting there.


Also, Josh: Sorry for the lack of uploads recently. I'm working on stuff, I swear. ...well, occasionally.


But! This is a journal. And there shall be journal-y updates as well. So. I got my kid brother into Death Note, to the point where he's willing to actually read english to find out how the story goes on. Like... whoa.
I've been a whole lot more active on LJ lately.

...and I'm... well. I'm not broke yet, but I've been noticing more strongly that my money runs out. So basically 'not broke, but will be getting there'... or something.
Lots of people finding girlfriends or boyfriends around these parts lately. I'm starting to feel a little abandoned, but. I'm not really one to talk, given how much I suck at keeping in touch.

How've you guys been?


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Yeah, I know, I hardly update this anymore, shut up.

So umm. Life's been... pretty eventful lately, to say the least. Doing an internship at the moment, so I get to have an actual schedule now (and severe sleep deprivation), as well as something to do. Yes, that's right. IT HAS A LIFE NOW. Scary thought, I know.

Apart from that... umm... not really unexpected death in the family happened recently. But I'm trying not to let it get to me too much, since I'm still turning 21 two days from now, and I don't think she meant to ruin that when she died.

So yeah... birthday stuffs. Before you ask, YES I do like getting presents. And NO, I'm not going to tell anybody what kind of gift I'd like.
And my kid brother is coming over on Friday. My first reaction was actually "Crud, I really gotta tidy up!" but honestly I'm happy as anything. Maybe our little sis will come too. ...no idea what we'll be doing together, but... I'm still sure it'll be fun.



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So, life's been kinda rough lately. Still, no new art from me yet. But no-one seriously expected any, right?
...the most annoying thing about people these days is their realism. No-one seems to see the little miracles that happen every single day, and no-one seems willing to believe in dreams anymore. What happened? Have they all just given up or something? ...seriously. Trying to talk me out of doing things my way only makes me work harder, but I guess people don't understand that either.

also... people are dying all over the place, aren't they? ...this year seems to be all about tieing up lose ends. Getting rid of the dead wood and continue growing.

*sigh* ...well... over here, we deal. I hope everyone's doing okay?



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I kinda figured I should update this.
So, anyone who's watching me for actual art, tough luck. My real-life needs me right now, so I don't think there's gonna be anything worth mentioning any time soon.

Anyone watching me just because:
I'm doing okay. Life is screwing me over, but only second-hand, since the biggest worries I have right now aren't actually my own. I'll pull through, just don't expect me to be overly active at the moment.

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...and have a boot to the head.



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I WIN!!
XD finally managed to get .hack//GU to work on my ps2. Shall be beating the first game in no time at all. But... maybe not right now. 2am isn't a god tome to start playing something, at least not when you'll be getting up at 8 and will most definately have a busy day.

uuh. Sorry guys... I just needed to get that out.
I may actually get inspired to do some fanart though, so it's actually art related too. XD

I am such a nerd.